Have I been given a defective mind? Or have I simply not had enough faith? I wait for my mind to fail me. I imagine that it will again. Lord, what plans can you have for a mind like mine? Alright, Lord, I gave you my heart. I gave you all of me. That includes … More This beautiful mind
I stand in a vast field of short yellowing grass on a raised pillar of white marble. She is beautiful a voice says. My hearts cracks a little. She is my love. A tear escapes. She is mine. I collapse. Flood waters break open and rush into the field, falling from my eyes. The sky … More she is mine, she is always mine.
I sit and ponder on your birth. I imagine that you could already be out there. I look into the sky and hear the first cry of your voice piercing the air. I long see your little fingers first twirl above you and your eyes open for the first time, though I know I … More Dear Child,
I know I should be fine in some weird way. I haven’t felt my anxiety weighing on me, but I’m not ok. … More i am ok?
In this past season, God has stripped me down. He is taking layer after layer off me. He is washing off all the sludge that has lathered itself on my skin. He is pulling out stitches and fully cleaning wounds. He is revealing the core of me. I am being broken down to be built … More stripped down
The waters of life are pulling me apart. They spin me round and round, sucking me deeper. Their icy cold grip sends shivers through my heart. My body is struggling to swim. The water is getting too deep. My heart has sunken to the ocean floor. This sea of suffering, of hopelessness and fatigue, has … More where do I TURN?