held me still

In times of suffering, I have fallen As my hands were spread out calling. You held me still. My aching heart longed for relief, As tears seemed to be mine to keep. You held me still. Feet dragged through the dying dust, Moving past the sun till dusk. You held me still. The clock wound on till it … More held me still

Wonder lust

BY Jonathan of Shades of Grey Matter I am in love with cities I have never been to And people I have never met. I want to see the world in real time. I want to connect with its people and exotic places; Smell the roses in Paris, Swim with sharks in the ocean, Party … More Wonder lust

Stay, Okay. 

I do not know where I will go or how the future will unfold. This depressive blip was shorter than I thought I knew. My imaginations of the future never seen as great as God makes it. Perhaps one day I will dream, but dream big enough. The breath in my lungs was laboured in pain. … More Stay, Okay. 

Gassed

  The anxiety seeping into my heart is like a cloud of gas. Its mist crawls under the door and begins to lap at my lungs. Slowly its nauseating stench reaches my head. Then its claustrophobic touch clouds my eyes. My chest is stretched by the reach of its fumes. One moment, one flicker of light … More Gassed

lead me

I’m not sure if I’m strong enough for this. My soul is weary and my heart is heavy. God, give me some form of peace, Show me how to drift on the wings of your grace; Not by my strength but by your great name. Take me onto the dance floor and set my heart … More lead me