Stay, Okay. 

I do not know where I will go or how the future will unfold. This depressive blip was shorter than I thought I knew. My imaginations of the future never seen as great as God makes it. Perhaps one day I will dream, but dream big enough. The breath in my lungs was laboured in pain. … More Stay, Okay. 

PINK PILL

A pink pill slips down my throat again. Been awhile and I missed its taste. Take me off it and my body rebels. Nausea laces my thoughts and vertigo dances in my eyes. Electric shocks run across my brain as my body withdraws. A wall of depression assaults me. Anxiety screeches through my body halting … More PINK PILL

a savage BEAST

I don’t know what to do. My body and mind have been suffering. I was having panic attacks. I would hide for fear of being accused of insanity. I did feel afraid and terrified, but also so much more.   The anger would rage and I would despair; begging to strip myself of my flesh. … More a savage BEAST