I want Christ. Living my own way is not enough. I want to be face down, drowning in God. I don’t want control. I am serious. I have had enough of fear. I have had enough of darkness. I want to be wrecked by the love of God every day. I want the secret place with Him. I want my life to glorify God.
More than once has the temptation to leave the world approached me. How can I? My life is not my own. I have cowered in fear and pain long enough. I will no longer beg for fear to leave. I command it, in Jesus name, to go.
I am sick of my own filth and sin. I am sick of rolling in it like swine. No more.
Lord, you may shatter me, break me down, tear me apart to mold me into what you want. You know I am serious about you. You know I have been desperate and hungry for you. I will not give up. I want you. I WANT YOU!!
For how can I cower when I am a child of the ALMIGHTY GOD. I am not a slave to darkness. I am free. Evil has already been defeated! It cannot have me! It lies when it says it can. I am washed clean by the blood of Christ. The old has past away. I am not timid anymore. I stand at the feet of my God and roar. How can I be afraid when He is my refuge.
God be glorified! Strip me of all glory to my own self. Humble me. Drag me into the mud and restore me! Do anything with me to glorify you! I am yours.
Abba Father, take my life.
Thank you. Thank you so much.
I am but a wretch without you.
Thank you my sweet Jesus.